SummerAir .

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Oo Laa Laa :)
It`s Summer Already . iRemember It Like Yesturday January 1st, 2008 . The Day iMet My Prince Charminq . He Told Me iHad Pretty Brown Eyes & iM His Fiona . He Loved Me More Than Anythinq In This World . Even Two Years Later His Love Is Still Stronq . We Have Our Moments Where We Will Arque Like Two Old Married People But He Brinqs Great Joy & Bliss To My Life . iM Greatful For His Presence Because He Knows What iWant Withut Askinq & Knows Me More Than Any Other . There Has Been Many Boys In My Life That Did Me Wronq Or Even iDid Them Wronq But Nobody Comes Before My Prince Charminq :) . His Abundant Love Makes Me Wonder ; Is It Ever Too Much ?


_ Jestine Jonel . Charminq & Fiona Est O8 .

Brand New :D

Well Its Been A While Since I`ve Been On My Bloq .
So Many Thinqs Has Happened Since The Last Entry But I Never Gave Up On Life . iKeep On And Try To Motivate Myself With The Help Of God . Many Try To Put Me Down And Tell Me That iWont Get Anywhere Because Of My Family`s Past [ My Dad & Sister ) Droppinq Out Of Hiqh School And Now Tryinq To Catch Up With Their Mistakes They Made In Their Teenaqe Years But Believe It Or Not iHave More Ambition Than That . iChoose Not To GFollow My Own Fathers Footsteps . iWish To Be Better [ Experior ) iChoose To Succeed , iChoose To Be The First . iMiqht Not Be The Child Everybody Expects Me To Be On The Chess Team With A`s On Every Thinq iDo But iTry And iNotice My Falses . iM Very Moral But All People See Is A Smile . I Know What iM Capable Of Even Thouqh I Dont Work To My Ability But iL Prove Them Wronq . Friends / Family --> NOBODY Can Tell Me Who To Be Because At The End Of The Day iM Me . Jestine ; The Elevated , Dedicated , Blissful Fresh Of Air :) Unlike The Rest Even Thouqh I Do Sin .


_Jestine x Jonel :)

CruelBREAK ;

iCan Still Feel You Touchinq Me And
Grabbinq My Hand Pullinq Me Back
When A Car Rushes My Way .
iCan Still See You After iL
Open My Eyes After Each Kiss .
iCan Still Hear You Sinqinq The Player`s Prayer , Promisinq Never To Hurt Me .
iCan Still Imaqine Beinq In Your Arms When shivered On That Rainy Day .
iCan Still See You Chasinq Me In Central Park Then Eventually Catchinq Me With A Two Biq Lauqhs And Endless Smiles .
iCan Taste My First Apple Pie From McDonalds Yhu Had Me Hooked On .
iRemember Feedinq Each Other As We Enjoyed Whatever It Was .
iRemember Listeninq To The Heavy Metal Rock You Loved .
iRemember Seinq Your Body ; Feelinq It Aqainst Mines .
iCan Rmember Yhu Fallinq Asleep After 11 Hr Convos .
iRemember Lookinq Up Into Your Eyes And Feelinq My Head Aqainst Yhur Heart Hopinq iL Never Leave .
Sometimes iReally Ask Myself Why ?
iM Tearinq Into Peices Each And Everyday Because iKnow I Wont Ever Get You Back .
iDont Want Anybody Else But You ; But I Guess My Heart Will Never Be Safe W| Nobody .Everytime iPut My Trust In Someone And Confide In Them My Heart Gets Returned In Peices .


- VenusiianJonel

Mistaken Love .

I Think About It Everyday .
Was It Lust Or Love . But iKnow For A Fact I Was In Love Wit Him .
Seems Leik iLoved Him More Than iLoved Myself Because After Everythinq iContinued To Blame Myself . In A Relationship Everybody Takes Fault But iAlways Took Fault Even For His Actions . iReached The Point In My Life Where iRealized Love Is Too OverBearinq . My Self Esteem Is Too Low To Manaqe Such A Stronq Word . Every Girl Wants A Prince Charminq But iM Not Lookinq For Mr. Perfect More Leik Mister Greatness .I Need Someone To Make Me Lauqh Til iCry ; Tickle Me ; Huq Me ; Kiss Me ; Love Me ; And Treat Me Leik A Human Beinq . Everybody Is Entitled To Expressinq Their Emotions But iM Tired Of Cryinq . iM Tired Of Actinq Leik Someonee iM Not . iM Tired Of Beinq Shut Down . iWanna Turn The Paqe But The Weiqht On The Last Entry Is Too Much For Me To Handle On My Own . Can Anybody Help Me ?

- VenusiianJonel`e

"Love We Say Is Life but Love Without Hope And Faith is Antaqonizinq Death" .

Love is like a chapter book filled with drastic and blissful events . We wait all our lifes for the perfect one but when we find them , we find one little thing to beat them up about . Every perfection has flaws because it only survive til a certain point . Love isn't life , it's happiness or if you abuse it , it can be DEADLY .
Love depends on hope because you have to somehow believe that it will last , maybe not forever . Love Is Faith because in order to love you have to put away lustful desires for another and have continuous faith for the person . Love stories dont always end with a happy ever after , so close the book & START ALL OVER !

Definition Poem :)

Envy :
When People See Me havinq A Full Conversation And Then Callinq Me Uqly Riqht After I Turn My Back . Lookinq At Me Wronq Because I Got Your Man . Tryinq To Cockblock While I`m Havinq A Convo With Someone You Wanna Converse With -_-

Heaven :
In Your Arms Holdinq Me Tiqht . Floatinq On Clouds And Never Loosinq Balance . Lovinq You Forever And Havinq Everlastinq Bliss ! :)

"Love Is A Friendship Set on Fire"

What Is Love ?
Love Is A Relationship ; What Is A Relationship ? A Relationship Can Be Branched Out Into Different Cateqories Such As Friendship Or Soulmates . It Would Be Weird If It Was A Brotherly & Sisterly Love . Hmmm ? Well Love Isn't Made To Be Perfected No Matter How Hard Someone Tries . It's Not Made To Fail But Made To Fall .