Brand New =/

Life Is Nothinq But A Game .
Play Hard & Yhu`ll Still Fail To Suceed .
Cry As Many Tears As Yhuu Want But There'll
Still Be No Chanqe Unless Yhuu Give Up .
Givinq Up Can Be The Solution To Alot Of
Problems Because It Will Gracefully Come To
Yhu Without Yhuu Knowinq .
Theres Alot Of Thinqs In My Life That Wasn't Easy To Face .
Love Isn't The Only But Mostly The Reason Why I Cry .
Broken Hearted Isn't The Best Feelinq But Facinq The Trials Of Gettinq Over It Is .
I Loved Yhuu Til I Hated Yhuu For Leavinq Me BROKEN HEARTED .

Differences

Pair me up with true beauty  and see if you can compare . 

I Stand in the backlight and stare would be so rare . 

My Eyes beqin to tear .

From the b=pain that i feel in my heart .

The feeling of resentment from others and invisibility . 

It seems so unreal but crystal clear that I'm unpretty . 

Im scared of the critisism and or the feedback on what you think of me . 

Thats why I Try to hide my fears .

Feard if becoming lonely and ending up by myself , with nobody to put a smile upon my face . 

My fears turns into worries . 

Unseen & not heard . 

esclusivee !

 Ok . I Have To Admit . I Love Mountain Dew ! (: lMl iM A Cornn .

Venusians .

  (: (: 

Kisses Are A Druq ; ADDICTED !

Venusian ?

Beauty Has Many Definition But Me As A Person Doesn't Fit Into That Cateqory .
UGH ! My Friends Are Complete Barbie When Im Around I Feel Like The Unseen . Lonq Hair , Pretty Smile , Exotic Eyes , Appealinq Features & I'm Just Here Lookinq Aht The Clock . So Tell Me If Im Wronq For This Iqnorance As Mom Wudd Say ?

Closer To My Dreams .

Im Just Here Drawing For My Porfolio For Fashion Industries On Saturday (: Ugh ! Im So Tired . Me And Mommy Was Just Here Talkinq About Life And All Of A Sudden Shees On My Bed Snorinq Away . Even Thouqh We Have Our Days . I Love Her To Death . She Pushes Me To Do Better .

Who Is She ?

Jestine ? She's Puzzled By The Games of Life & Is Still Seekinq The Answers To Why .
She's Curious About Love At A Younq Aqe Which Makes It Harder For Her To Trust Anybody
With Her Heart Even Thouqh She Leaves It In The Open Air .
Ahh ! The Wonds On Her Heart Is Slowly Healinq With The Help Of Somebody She Was Affraid To
Love . She Never Felt The Need To Cater To Anybody She Tends To Makes Her Decusuins Dependinq On
Others Opinions . She Slipped But Never Slid Because The One & Only Above Always Held Her Back Up ,
Like A Fadinq Rose . She's Weakened By Critisism And The Truth .
She's Only Human So Yes She Has Flaws . She Resides On The Corner Or 116th & St. Nicholas With The Help Of Two Dedicated Parents . She Has A Desire For Theatre Arts And Desiqninq Clothes But Requardless Of Her Choice She Wants To Be Successful { - $$ ) . She Goes By The Moto " Love & Happiness " That's All She Asks For .

_ VenusiianJONEL

First . Chapter One .

My Head Is Spinning . Crying .
Wondering If I Should Just Give Up . Worthy .
Give Up Trying . Sacrifice .
Putting Myself Out there . Chances .
Cant Sleep , Im Tossing and Turning Because I Cant Get Rid Of You .
My First Love .