Lust For Life

Confused By The Decisions Made In My Life .
I'm Livinq In Reqrets And Lookinq Forward To Many Dissapointments .
My Expectations Seem Too Hiqh So I Lower My Standards & Settle For Less .
Life Is Full Of Neqativity So It makes It Harder For The Good Thinqs To Happen .
Love And Happiness is All I Ask For But It Seems Like Too Much To Ask For .
Sometimes Its Best To Let It Rock .
Hatred Flows In The Air That I Breathe , It's Poluted With Curuption And Worthless People .
Lifeless Thouqhts Makes It Easier To Breathe Because Livinq In The Dark Is My Lust For Life .

My Happiness .

Who Is He ?
He's The Person That Puts A Smile On My Face Everyday .
It Came To The Point Where I Fell In Love .
He Matches All The Characteristics Of A Boy iAlways Wanted (:
He's Somethinq Special .
Kendrick Dean Loyd ; `13O1O

Slow It Down . .

Surrounded by Darkness .
Stuck In This Safari Waitinq For My Rescue .
iCamee Across An Anqel , What A Beautiful Siqht .
It Was Lust Not Love .
iAsked Him For His Name & No Matter How Hard iTried To Hear ,
Not A Sound Was Clear For My Ears To Hear .
I Strained To Love Him , But It Was An Absurd Feelinq .
- VenusiianJONEL

I Wrote This For Yhuu .

Time Is The Essence ,
The Scent Of Denial .
Waitinq & Iqnorinq The Face That It I Love Yhuu .
I Feel Like The Dove That Forqot How TO Fly .
The Lion That Lost It's Voice .
The Widow That Never Found Love Aain .
That Girl That Is Eaqer For Help , Recoqnition , Love , Care , And That TOUCH .
Just Give Me A Minute .
Yhu Give Me This Feelinq I Never Felt Before , It's Somethinq I Can't Iqnore .
Im Suspended In Tge Air , Floatinq , Flappinq My Winqs .
If Yhuu Take A Step , Look Back , iL Be Atchurr Side Before Yhu Know It .
There's No Hesitations On Love So I'll Know When The Time Is Riqht .
I'm Just Affraid That Yhuu Miqht Fade Away .
My Self Dellusions Are Leavinq Me In The Storm , Sittinq Next To The Dim Street Liqhts .
And As The Peaceful Rain Curresses My Stressful Pain , iBeqin To Release .
My Past Effects My My Future Because I Have Niqhtmares Of Beinq Broken Hearted Aqain .
This Feelinq Was Tradqic .
It Beqins With Me To Get Over But I Need You To Pick My Pieces Up And Help Me To Put Them Toqetherr Becsause I Have Alot On My Hands .
As My Heart Continues To Bleed , You Continue To Appoliqize For His Mistakes .
iCried To You & Told Yhuu That It's My Fault Because I Allowed It .
I Held On Hopinq For The Great Perhaps , But Nothinq .
I'm Dependinq On Yhuu To Love Me The Way iNever Been Loved .
Someday , Somehow (:
- VenusiianJONEL

Girls Juss Wanna Havee Fun (:

Finally Cuffed ; 

Postinq The Poem

 I Wrote Last Niqht .

             COMING SOON 

iDk Wuht iWas Thinkinq ? Lmao .